2 measly blogs!

o oh, its October now and I have 2 measly posts in this, my supposed blog. I've been going online practically daily yet still I never had the time to create a new post. Hmmm... actually, its not really the time I don't have. i think its more like I didn't have the guts to post what I really wanted to say at that particular point in time. Why? I don't know why. I guess, its kinda like I hesitate to say what I want to say for maybe fear of what other people might say. That is a total "duh" i know and I'd say a lot of it is just my own imagination so right now I remember something Paul said in the bible;

" You do what you don't want to do, and that which you want to do, you don't do it..."

Something to that effect. In line with his thought about the mind willing but the flesh is weak.

But I think its time to stop the excuses and be Nike. " Just Do It ".

No Fear. No Second Thoughts. No hesitation.

I started this, so I have to go through this with all the pain and the glory that goes with it. Its too late to care now what other people might think or not think. Besides, does anyone really care? How may freakin' blogger are out there anyway maybe they too feel the same way I feel and still do it anyway. 

Now I guess that is just how it is with the common man's usual struggle. We have fears and emotions that swirl inside our heads making us stop, hesitate and some if not most, give in. And there are a few who despite all of the doubts and uncertainties they feel, jump out into the water...

And thus they swim. Some fly. I on the other hand - walk into the water ( that is a whole new blog altogether watch out for it ). : )